shittt i havent written in here in over a month.. im kinda done but i still check it sometimes and stuff so yeah..

eh everything has been ok lately i guess. lol :)

ok bye

ok im editing real fast.. i heard this song last night and i havent heard it in a while.. and it really got to me,, so im dedicating this to a few people. and no its not all guyss,, only one guy.. but a few friends that ill always love. you should prolly know who you are

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith because you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

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ahh its been a while. i cant believe i used to be addicted to xanga and i would get on everyday and comment everyone and then post every single day about everything i did lolol -- yeah im kinda glad thats gone lol. hmmm things have been going ok. school is freaking hellll ughhh there's so much work right now and theres just so much to do and so much to like understand and im dieing from it =] so lol but other than that everything has been ok. hm tomorrow's friday finally. yess. 

eh i guess ill update sometime again?

i love you babyyyy <333

i havent updated in a while lol i barely ever get comments anymoree.

but yeah this weekend was goood. my parents went out of town so i stayed at becs. friday we hung out with the football boys for a while then walked home, hung out,game, then pattersons. saturday we met up with derek like by the middle school, rode shopping carts lol, then went to fearfest and sunday we hung around. idk it was a just fun weekend!

<33 jake i love you

welll alright, i havent updated in a while, so here it goes.

right now im pretty much the happiest person alive. haha, well kinda. I have my daddy here with me, an awesome mom, **the best friends in this wholeeee wide world**, him, and plus my birthday is tomorrow. haha big 15.

<3333

alright, so homecoming was amazing. i had such a good time all night longggg. no drama, with the poeple i lovee, and sooo much funnn =) i absolutely loved it. Then brits house after with a bunch of people was really fun too. i love all of you! here's some pictures of us when we went to Ali's  <33

my mom, me, palm, and her mom!!

bec me ali nicole and palmer.

some of the guys. lol

girlss! lol

ahaha those were a pain in the ass. none of those big pictures worked good.

and again haha

some of the girls again

=)))